Super Junior 30 Day Challenge

Day 1: Your ultimate bias

So….I swore never to choose between these two ever again. Therefore…I cheat on the first day =] I have two ultimate biases Sunming and Ryeowook!

There are days where I just wish that without me saying a single word, someone would hug me and tell me “everything will be alright.”

When you have something to say, say it to my face because bitch, if you have the guts to judge who I am, what I’m doing, and why I’m here, do it like a man rather than being a coward behind my back.

Dear Anonymous,

Summer passed in a flash

There are so many things that I have yet to tell you

And so many more things that you might never know.

First off, I’d like to thank you.

Thank you for starting my summer off with such a blast,

Thank you for making my life that much more interesting.

You had given me something to look forward to this season 

And if it wasn’t for your quirky intro that day, we wouldn’t be like this at all.

Thank you for being there for me when I needed you most

It wasn’t just once, or twice.

You were always there to have my back.

You helped me “run away” and brought me back home.

You made me laugh when I cried

Whether it was on the phone or in your arms, 

You were always there when I needed you.

Thank you for taking care of me. 

Making sure I got home safe and sound

Feeding me, caring for me and even occasionally, 

Tending to those “Glory Patches.”

I don’t want to say goodbye.

There were so many moments where I thought to myself.

“God, please never let this moment end.”

“Let us be like this forever.”

You were my brother, my teammate and my friend

But I always found myself asking,

“Could we be something more?”

When September comes again

What will happen to us?

I’m scared. Scared that we’d drift away.

That we’d never see each other again.

I know this is summer love.

Short and sweet. 

But we can make it so much more…

Can’t we?

I’ve been hurt before. Heartbroken.

Please don’t leave me.

Regardless now, I can’t make you feel the way I feel.

In fact, I can’t even tell you how I feel.

So in the end, I just hope that this summer will carry on our friendship forever

Even if you never hear these words from me.

Thank you for everything.

-“Lil B”
Bonnie d. 

This break is making me happier and happier. (Just getting that out of the way before summer school starts.)

You know what makes me even happier? Summer Love~ ….I wish. Today, I had one of the most awkward moments with my crush…but still, it made me happy just spending time with him ^^

I remember just last week, I asked one of my friends how to get over my crush (considering they were close to each other.) He told me: “Why don’t you just try being friends with him? It’s easier than trying to get over him.”

So here I am. So lovesick. I’m such an idiot, but that’s okay. I decided I am just going to enjoy summer. Summer love might be nice but it’s not worth stressing over. I’m going to have fun for the rest of the summer, i.e. not take summer school seriously (just take the course and pass, w/e) and have fun with my friends and family.

Here’s to my family, my friends, all the people I love and may not love so much…let’s enjoy the summer together alright? YAY! Fun time!

Loves you all! Bye~

—Bonbon

Summer Break: D-7 days~